Don't Trouble Your Pretty Little Head.

Start anew.

2012-01-09T00:31:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time again. Yeah, i figured.

There's so much to update about but i'm just too lazy.

I've been tumblrin' these days and now i'm neglecting this blog.

Poor thing :3

So yeah, first off.

WELCOME YEAR 2012!

I know it's kinda late, but it's still a new year right? :) There's so many resolutions i've made that i've got to put them in a bucket list. Err.? Lol =| Honestly, last year wasn't a good one for me, apart from 2009. I guess i can now place them in my top 3's. Too many things happened, what with the stress and spm :O I was so emotionally unstable that i don't even know whether i'd screwed up my exams. Well, it's a new year. And seriously, i don't wanna sound pessimist and emo in all my posts. So, yeah =)

I was supposed to be in bed by 11, but i saw something that i shouldn't see and now i'm depressed again. Blame facebook -.- Sometimes, i just don't know how to deal with it. Maybe i should be bitchy towards those people. Is it because i try too hard to be nice to them and that's what i get in returned? When i'm not being nice, words are traded everywhere. But when i'm trying to be one, they would say fake. I'm learning really hard to ignore, but when you're hurt and betrayed, it all seems worthless. Useless. Maybe i have a bitchy face, no? Or maybe i'm just stupid because 我不会做人. It's so hard to put up that wall that people try to break everytime. It's tiring. This is me. I don't want to change for anyone. But i don't want people to hate me either.

I should migrate to some place where no one knows me.

Dreaming with a broken heart.

2011-12-02T17:07:00.001+08:00

I remember you used to drive me everywhere.
I said i didn't fancy songs that are fast and noisy, but this was an exception.

I hate to admit that i still care for you. Because right now, i'm happy.
But you're not a part of it. You're that kind of person who just come and go.
How can you tell someone you love them and want to be with them,
when you just want them out of your life ?

You're so good in acting that i can't even bring myself to trust any of your words.
I miss us. But i miss the girl who used to smile and laugh before meeting you more.
I was a fool, yes. I fell for you, when i know i shouldn't. But i didn't see it coming.
You succeeded. I take my hat off to you.

Those words you said.

There's a part of me that will always love you.

tck.

Recycle recycle recycle.

2011-12-01T20:11:00.009+08:00

I still get stuck when solving that rubik's cube. Lol =P

Penang next two weeks. I miss you people. xD

Freedommm

2011-12-01T15:24:00.021+08:00

HELLO, DECEMBER!

Which means,
It's finally OVER ! Fuhhh i'm relieved. HAHAHAHA
Sorry i didn't update anything for so long. This blog feels dead already. Lol
Need some pictures so it wouldn't look so white ._.

And, yeah.
I HAVE LOADS OF BOOKS TO GIVE AWAY !!
I'm not keeping them anymore, gonna give out everything.
Since my brother said he want new ones later. So unappreciative. Haha
I even kept those form three references =P
Drop me a message if you're interested, kays? Or for any of your relatives whom you think might need them. I really want to like, 'present' you those books, FOC. Haha =)
Or else it'll be in the recycle bin soon. So, yeah.

It's gonna be a long month for me starting today. Haha
Will be renovating the house soon so there's lots to pack and clean.
Fill scholarship forms, get a job since i'm superr free. Lol
Oh, and i'm back updating tumblr. =D

I have so many movies to watch before it stops showing in the cinema.
Anyone wanna bring me out ? Haha

Scream, shout, jump, yell,
lets PARTEHHH !
*I'm in an awful holiday mood now. HAHAHA ♥

p/s: You. Thankyou for everything yesterday. =)

王力宏 - 依然愛你

2011-10-22T15:42:00.011+08:00

I know i'm a lil outdated? Lol

But still, i am soooo happy he came out with a new album :DD

Been waiting for such a long time O:

LeeHomis<33 (:

Two&ahalf.

2011-10-20T22:30:00.006+08:00

I fall too easily. And when i do, i fall hard.

And it's always the reason why i get my heart broken everytime.

Fralalala.

2011-10-20T22:13:00.011+08:00

Totally.
And its been getting to me a lot lately.
Whether i should ask and get it over with.
There's so much understanding and acceptance that needs to be done between us. Everything's just too fast. =|

Kept myself busy with too many state trial papers,

i can feel my head growing heavy now.

25 more days, and i have to admit i'm excited? Haha :P

Off to do add maths.

kthxbai.

dogetbetteralrighttakecareandily (=

#3

2011-10-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

#2

2011-10-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

#1

2011-10-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

I think this relate to me so much.

I've been caring for the people around me too often till i'm starting to neglect my own feelings. But believe me, i am trying (:

Of raindrops and roses.

2011-10-12T23:14:00.007+08:00

The truth is, i don't really wanna post anything up here. Especially the emotion and feeling part, cause opening them just makes it look pathetic.

It has been going on for quite some time now.

And i just don't know what to do about it.

I'm worried that i might return to being the past-me.

Exam's coming, and i cannot afford that..

Sigh..

I hate being judged. Well, who doesn't.?

It gets even worst when people judge you based on rumours.

They barely know you, not even an acquaintance, and they can simply talk about you like they've known you for an entire lifetime.

Sucks, i know. But that's human. And reality.

Gahh i just feel like slapping that ~~bitch~~ who did this. Hard. ><

Then him.

It only took that one week for everything to change.

Now, where do i go from here.? Where do we stand.?

I'm so tired of fixing things already. I've shed enough tears, said whatsoever i meant to say, but things are still..THIS.

p/s: There are some things in life where there's no second chance.

This thing.

2011-10-03T21:13:00.009+08:00

October is here!
And i know i've not been updating since like a month ago. Haha

Okay, so trials are finally over. Happy? OH YES :D
But realization still needs to sink in, eh?
SPM is like 6 weeks away which is approximately 42 days. Yeap, 6 weeks!!
How i wish that trials were spm. So that i can get it over with already.
Gahh

Nothing going on much, really.
Just that i've tried, you know. Guess it wasn't enough.
I just want to sit for the exam and end high school as soon as possible.
Can't take it anymore. Time does change people.
And this one thing i've come to learn; Trust no one. Not even your closest friend.

HAH. This describes me now, i guess..

p/s: It hurts so bad that i finally gave up everything..

I must learn to be alright without you.

2011-09-01T02:03:00.003+08:00

I hate insecurities.

Don't ever let me let it go.

This song gives me goose bumps =|

2011-09-01T01:53:00.007+08:00

Why this.? =(

2011-09-01T01:31:00.004+08:00

You promised. That's why.

I hear this song and i think about you.

Maybe tonight, just tonight. I'll be extremely emo for this one night and it'll be all over by tomorrow.

I can't lose you. ='(

Hello, September (:

2011-09-01T00:21:00.009+08:00

It's been a long time again. Haha

A new month, just like that. Time flies, huh?

Came back from genting on monday, and i did enjoyed too much.

More than the other times i've been there. Lol =)

Went to aeon today.

And watched this;

with angel and bear. C: The movie's awesome, yes.

But i kept my eyes closed during most of the killing scenes. Haha :p

I hate the surgery part. It's so bloody gruesome ><

So, tomorrow.

Going out to study with tiger.

Apparently, i've been hari raya-ing too by spending
my time procrastinating and slacking.

Bahh. Another 74 days, so yeah. And it's septie, which means trial's in a week. Damn

And you.

I know you'll read this, you always do.

i don't want us to grow apart. It's hard..

What happened to us.? =(

p/s: Got hurt one two many times. They said, "Trust no one."

Err..?

2011-08-21T16:41:00.003+08:00

I feel like making this blog private again.

Or not? =|

Off to study add maths.
kthxbai.

Bought myself a new book,

2011-08-21T00:34:00.009+08:00

in Kinokuniya today.

Went back, got lectured by mum that i should be studying
not reading story books, full stop.

Oh.

I shall sleep at one tonight =|

I need a coffin.

2011-08-20T23:47:00.004+08:00

Oh, freaking hell ==

I only have 85 days left till the big day.

I am ready to be burried .

Next week, raya's holiday.

The week after, TRIALS. Like, straight away.

OH GOD.

And, i have no idea why am i complaining. ><

You.

2011-08-20T23:12:00.004+08:00

If i'm being honest with myself,

I don't wanna let you feel that i'm being clingy and needy.

So, i will distant myself from now on..

This song, remember? Guess i fell in love with it too (:

Totally ruined everything.

2011-08-20T21:38:00.006+08:00

I've made a very bad decision today.
So bad that i think i can start pulling off strands of my hair because i regretted it.
I should be at home, studying for trials.
And what did i do? Took a train down to klcc because i ffk-ed someone last week and i had to go today. I feel like screaming my lungs out now. UGGH! ><
I DID NOT plan to go out at all. Was thinking of sleeping in till 10 30 and then STUDY.

I just hate it when people force me to do something.
Especially if it's about that feeling.
Like, wth? Can't you just leave me alone?? Gahh.
This will be the first and last time i'm going out with that person.
I can't believe i'm saying this here -.-

And yes. I'm kinda emo now. Apparently, i have friend issues.
It hurts to know that the one person who matters to you the most and has been your friend for 10 years is now:
1. Ignoring your messages.
2. Not talking to you.
3. Acts as if they don't know you, and
4. Like you don't exist.

It's been going around my head for the past few days.
What did i do wrong.?
Sigh.. I seriously don't wanna screw up my trials because of the mood.
I hate this feeling. It sucks =(

15/08

2011-08-16T00:25:00.011+08:00

Am skipping school. For three days, due to some merdeka celebration thing..
So early, kan? O.o
And i admit, i'm a lazy bum. Lol
Slacking.. =|

I don't feel like posting about the birthday thingy cause i don't have the pictures with me.
Bahh. This feels empty ><

So, first thing.
Thank you my cat, for accompanying me yesterday.
I enjoyed the whole day, hope you did too. Haha
Sorry i made you blush. Lol =x

Second, you might not read this, but you know who you are. (:
Thanks for bringing me out on saturday and staying till i ate my cake.
You're very special to me, and i thank god that i always have you by my side when i need comfort the most (=
I told you the truth, and i'm sorry for everything. I just hope time will heal and change things.
Please be happy, okay?

I guess that's all. Not much, really.
Thank you so much to those who wished me by text, called and fb-ed.
Really appreciate it <3
I thought she would remember, but oh well.
Didn't get a wish from her this year :(
Stephanie Lim, if you do read this, I MISS YOU A LOT.

Sigh. When are you coming back, best friend? =(((

I hope you're doing fine.

Oh, and.
I got a guitar as a pressie from mum. Haha finally xD
Cat, see? I have a boyfriend too. Blek. Hahaha :p

Time for me to be piggy.
Good night everyone, sweet dreams C:

Lotsoflove,

Tomatoes.

2011-08-15T14:26:00.006+08:00

It's the 15th today.
Countdown 99 more days to SPM. O:
I'll post about the birthday thing when i'm back from tuition later. (:

I get a little insecure this days. Maybe because i'm afraid our relationship will fade.
Or one day some other animal replace me. Gahh
I shouldn't be like this. I mean, wth? ><
It's your freedom. And i shouldn't worry about it.
Sometimes, i feel the way you do too. I'm not emo, don't worry.

I should stop contacting you for awhile.

Clear off my head. I'm sorry if i was rude towards you the days before.

Loves,

p/s: Thank you for the birthday wish. Yours meant everything :)

I won't sleep early tonight.

2011-08-12T20:12:00.000+08:00

Yeah, i won't.

You know the reason, kan? Haha :)

My instrument's arriving tonight. Can't wait! :DD

Will update later. Gonna eat now.

Loves,

Happy birthday, best friend :)

2011-08-03T17:40:00.017+08:00

I wished her this morning at 12 but, guess i'm gonna post it up here too.
Haha so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOK ZICHENG!

I know you'll see this because you often stalk my blog. Haha
1. All the best in your spm. Make sure you get straight a's or else i'll find you xP
2. Be happy always. Smile! =)))
3. Stay lengzai lur. Haha lol i'm serious. First time saying this to you =x
4. Hope we'll remain friends till we're too old to pick up the phone or text each other anymore (:

I know there's exam tomorrow but, hope you had a blast =D
Besides, it's your day today C:

Loves, (=

Tomorrow,

2011-08-03T17:34:00.004+08:00

is the last day of exam already. Haha :)
Physics3 & chemistry1.
Then friday i'm skipping school cause there's exam for those who are taking accounts.
My turn to sleep to the extreme. Haha xP

Oh and, i just found out on monday that our trial is on the 6th of september.
Say what??! Grr that's like only one month away.
Freaking awesome huh? Lol
Anyway, i have this despo feeling to continue studying everytime an exam is near.
That's a good thing. Haha, no? =|
So, yeah. Time to work my head off this month! :)

Off to study then nap xD
Loves.

Out of reach.

2011-07-31T18:19:00.014+08:00

I can't seem to let you go.

No matter how much i tried.

How much i avoided you.

I told myself that you belong to someone else and this isn't right.

But my heart's not listening to this head.

I guess i'm still in love with you.

~~When i'm too emotional, i tidy my room like some crazy freak, even though there's nothing to clean.~~

~~I eat and eat and eat till i'm tired.~~

~~And then i'll go to sleep so that it doesn't hurt that much anymore.~~

~~You know what.? I did all of this today.~~

I'm sorry for this mistake i've done.

I shouldn't have fall for you, and now it's too late..

SKIP..

Gahh, i feel so tired right now.
Slept at four last night, skype-ed with my CAT.
Haha meow, if you see this please don't kill me. Lol.
Anyway, thanks for accompanying me yesterday. Awwww i'm so touched! hehehehe :DD
Sorry lea, i took away all your sleep and you still have to work today =(
Feel kinda guilty now. Lol :p
Make sure you sleep early tonight. Haha :)

Okay, so tomorrow's paper.
Wapiangeh>> ADD MATHS.
My crappiest subject. Huh >< Fingers crossed i don't fail this tomorrow =|
I've been going out a lot lately. Been doing koko's stuff.
Guess i'm gonna slack in my exam again, wthhhh? Sighhh =(
After today's CEC, my whole shoulder's like gonna tear apart.
Damn pain weih.

Oh and, Hello August. Hihihi :D
That big day's around the corner. I can't wait :)
Gotta take a nap now.
My eyes are like fish's>> 0.0
They're gonna pop out soon enough.
Good night & noon! =)
Loves,

Oh.

2011-07-22T14:42:00.008+08:00

There's no point liking someone who doesn't like you.

This. I made up my mind.

The thing is,

2011-07-15T19:04:00.003+08:00

you let her go,

but she is still talking to you.

THAT'S the difference.

This is how i feel right now.

2011-07-15T18:18:00.006+08:00

4.

2011-07-15T17:27:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, i wish i could just tell you how i feel, rather than waiting.
That i have the courage.
That i won't feel emotional everyday when i go to school, and put on a fake smile.
That i could be different.

Life's full of shits.
And it happens all the time.

There's no use missing that someone when they don't even think about you at all.

This. You said.

My heart hurts, because of you.

2011-07-09T23:19:00.005+08:00

It's finally finished!
Yeah, I'm quite satisfied with this layout actually.
At least I don't have to mess around with the codes too much, just some slight addition.
Will be going to KL tomorrow for this spm talk that's gonna take eight freaking long hours.
I could sit till my butt hurts, omg.
Till then, good night.

Lots of love,

I can't wait to see you tomorrow :D

It's like 03:15 now,

2011-07-09T03:18:00.004+08:00

and I'm still here.

Just customized everything but.. i can't get through some links.

omg. I give up. I'm not a pro in editing.

Nite! and morning.

Miss you, my baby boo :)

3.

2011-07-04T21:52:00.005+08:00

School's been boring today. I was so looking forward to go home when we haven't even started the first class. Tsk tsk. There's loads of assignments to do, and hell, spm. Which is just like i-keep-thinking-that-i'm-still-in-form-4-but-there's-only-four-months away -.-

It turned out right today. I saw you, you know. :)
At least that made me smile. I wonder when am i gonna take that courage to talk to you.
It feels like a light year away. And i'm being paranoid. Ugh ><

I'm not afraid anymore. And i should be happy for you too.
Have faith and believe =)

p/s: Do you know you're my miracle?

Blah.

2011-07-01T15:46:00.008+08:00

Okay so, if you're reading this, i'm on tumblr.

Will be back to customize this white blog again.

Byes :)

2.

2011-07-01T15:19:00.007+08:00

Its funny how i can only come up with something to rant about when i'm done bathing =|
So, here goes.

I miss them. It's been a long time since i have friends whom i share everything with. We used to talk about anything and then there's me always with the emo issues. And now? Its like the three of you vanished into thin air. I remember you being the most important people in my life. Guess we're all busy, and ended up going our own way, didn't we?

You. Everytime i told her that i hate you just a little bit more, i can't seem to do it. It's just a lie i told myself over again to keep from hoping and waiting for the impossible to happen. Pathetic isn't it? To let you know that i'm desperate to being friends with you again. Hell, i think you don't even give a damn about anything. Am i not even worth to be your friend? You know, sometimes i just wonder whether its worth it to continue being like this. One look at you and my heart breaks a little. Every goddamn time. I'm the bad guy now, huh? To not be myself when it's all about you. No, don't take this the wrong way. I just can't bear the fact that i have to go through every single day knowing that you won't talk to me, that i feel so stupid and naive for having those feelings towards you before. Maybe you've become one of the important person in my life, like zc and mt is. Heck, i think you won't even be reading this. Why bother? I'm just like that tiny speck affecting your life. In my 17 years of living, i regretted none but THIS. What happened to us before we became strangers.? ='(

Apparently, nobody reads this blog. Including you. Even if you do, why would you care?

Just like music without rhythm.

I can't take this any longer.

2011-06-27T22:41:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time again.
I hope when i republic my blog, this post won't even matter that much anymore.

It's been three months. And now its almost four. FOUR pathetic months since we last talked to each other because of what happened. Yeah, you. You know who you are.

Are you trying to punish me for what i did? So that i'll feel guilty even after graduation?
Do you know how difficult it is to look at you every morning and pretend that i'm okay when i just feel like crawling into an empty space and hide? To look at you when you don't even give a damn about how i am trying to keep our friendship going. I feel so sad. And pathetic. To be like this. To care for you, even until NOW. We've been friends. We talk to each other everyday. Most importantly, we KNOW each other. And now? It's like we've never even met. Can you at least tell me what do you want? Or just say it in my face. I won't get hurt, trust me. Hurting when you tell me the truth is a hell lot better than you treating me so coldly. Sometimes, i just feel like yelling at you. For hating you because you gave me so much influence that i can't even be happy for a day. Am i not good enough to be your friend? Or you're worried that that stupid incident will happen again? I've tried so hard each and every day not to burst out crying in front of you. HER. THEM. I hate myself for letting you bring me down like this! Liking you was the biggest mistake i've made in my life. I admit now, if that's what you wanna hear. But i appreciate our friendship, i really do. Please don't let this get through us. If only i am brave enough to confront you, i just want us to be friends again. Even if you don't want to, can you at least tell me WHAT YOU WANT? ='(

Cody Simpson - Summertime

2011-05-16T17:24:00.003+08:00

No, he doesn't sing like JB. :))

Onetwothreefour.

2011-05-16T13:14:00.007+08:00

I've been lazy-ing around to update my blog.

Lol? I said tomorrow, but ended up like one month later :p

Skipped school today, so its a total of four days off. xDD

So, yeah. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

Anyway, there's maths on wednesday.

One more week and exam's done. :)

And i've been obsessing over Cody Simpson lately.

Hells yeah, he's hot! Lovee his songs :D

Aite. Off to update tumblr now.

I've been letting it dead for 123456789 months already. =/

Oh and, PrettyLittleLiars is on tonight! x)

Hah kthxbai.

Miss you much, baby boo <3

Boo! :)

2011-04-26T15:52:00.013+08:00

Yo people! :D
And my bloggie where i've let to rot for almost a month now. Eek! =/
Sorry to all my readers for not updating. Especially mr.CAT. Haha :p
Life's been really hectic and busy these days. Exams and tuitions and bla. I've just finished my PPD paper yesterday, and guess what? Mid-term's exam is coming in just 2 weeks. 2 WEEKS! It's like you don't even have time to repair your damaged brain cells. =x

One month. Just one month and so many things happened.
There's so many things i wanna express here. But i guess even these days, my blog ain't safe anymore. =/
So, just one thing. Maybe i should let it go a little bit, be AWARE. Or else sooner or later, the whole school would eventually know. GAHH

Will update tomorrow maybe?
Something important. Hee :D
Gotta bath already. I stink ><
Lots of love,

CC.

When life gives you hope.

2011-03-26T22:51:00.014+08:00

HAPPY EARTH HOUR, PEOPLE. :)

Yeap, my lights are off. But not the computer :p

I was supposed to complete my homeworks today though.

But ended up in front of the screen since 3pm. GAHH

I have no idea how am i gonna survive this if i keep procrastinating.

There's piles of homework waiting to be done on my table and its starting to form like a mountain now.

Computer is so distracting. Zz No fb though. Tumblr. And well, i'm starting to stalk blogs..

So, i'm actually waiting for this movie to finish loading in Youtube.

Super darn slow..

Mum watched it when i was 10, but i didn't have the nerve to finish the movie.

The Passion of the Christ.

I wanted to watch this suddenly. Why? Its been a long time since i've commited myself to Him.

Have faith! :)

Chao.
I ~~WILL~~ be sleeping early tonight .

Missed connections.

2011-03-25T19:25:00.004+08:00

Read his blog and had this deja vu feeling.

It's been three years.

Recalled the past.

Childish i was back then.

I saw you the other day. Secret Recipe. =\

Dreams.

2011-03-25T18:35:00.006+08:00

SPM results!

Eventhough i wasn't the one in there taking it,

i still feel so kan jiong! Pressured weih.

Can hear my seniors shouting and yelling =\

Imagine next year, the same date, it's gonna be my turn.

Scaryy :O

Anyway, congratulations to Loh WinZhi!

I seriously salute you for getting 9A+! :D

You've inspired me to put more effort now.

Especially add maths. Will work on it :)

All the best in your future. Good luck! xDD

See see see?? She's so lenglui and smart! I wanna be like her! Oww TEEHEE :D

And for those who did well too, i am so proud of you! =')

Untitled.

2011-03-22T18:33:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, things just don't go the way you want it to, and it sucks.

Why do i have to be afraid each time i see you? WHY??

I'm HAPPY now. I have someone to love and be loved.

Don't ever compare me with you. I am NOT you!

Results! Gahh ><

Some good, some bad. But i screwed up add maths. Eek!

Left another two more papers, physics and bio =x

I have to start studying already,

ppd's paper in another 2 weeks, and i don't wanna screw that too :(

Physics and bio, i will seriously love you if you get high marks tomorrow. Pleaseee.? :)

p/s: Stay strong. =)

Stars up in the sky.

2011-03-19T00:07:00.002+08:00

I've just finished watching Black Swan and Rango yesterday.
Black Swan crept me out, like seriously. I had to cover my mirror with a towel before i go to bed. Bahh ><
Guess i'm being delusional myself. Zzz =x

Rango. Okay la. Give it 7/10.
I just noticed though, that movie has some christianity element O.o

So, yeah. I'm going to Genting tomorrow! :D
Will be back on Sunday night. Hope it won't rain there.
Best thing is, my cousie is following us. Guess i won't be bored anymore. Hee :)

Oh, and. Titanic's on tv next week. I'm still gonna watch it even it's like the 123456789th time already. Aite, will blog again next week, kays? Have to pack my bag for tomorrow.
Goodnight peopless! Lots of love <3

p/s: I have tons of homework, unfinished. ><

CC.

4/02 - 7/02

2011-03-19T00:06:00.002+08:00

I remember stef asking me, "I can't believe you painted your nails black! What are you trying to do? Be gothic like Adam Lambert??", then she gave me this look >>-.-

No, seriously. It just reflects my mood. I'm kinda down this few days. Well, screw it.

Holidays emo-ing pulak. Whyyy?? Haish =.=

...

So, here's the post to Hatyai during cny. I know it's super late, but nevermind la, kay? :)

Something short before i go any further.

1. it was a three days trip, took off in the morning about 8.

2. Went with family.

3. It was..OKAY.

4. Dad didn't follow us.

Okay, one thing you should know about Hatyai: there's lots of temples to visit.

So, yeah. Pictures talk. :D

Saw that thing with heads? Yeap, its a dragon with seven heads. Looks like a snake, kan? Creepy O.o

Family picture :D You can ignore my silly face.

This is in another temple already.

Had buffet for dinner in Lee Gardens Plaza. Mum wanted to snap my eating face! :p

I didn't take much pictures of the food though. Cause mum was having the camera, and we were too busy eating. Lol. Anyway, i still crave the dessert best :D

Mum and bro in the lobby.

Hee :)

Top view from the building. The weather was so hot, seriously can kill people ><

This is Thai's version of roadside ice-cream. You can add anything you want but still pay the same price. Its delicious. Me likeyy xDD

We were supposed to take WITH the mermaid, but everyone blocked. Lol

Floating market. I don't remember it being like this. =/

My ice kacang :)

Kay. So, Hatyai's famous for food. I didn't buy anything else other than eating. Lol. But they're nice though. Something different . For the rest of the night, we watched Ahgua Show. Erm, yeah. They're woman, but very fake. Eek! =x

I tried to upload the video, but failed. Sob ='(

Well, i guess that's it. Hope you enjoyed! Hee :D

CC.

16/03

2011-03-17T18:40:00.011+08:00

I skipped tuition today.
No, i missed four classes altogether already.
sigh ><

Went out to celebrate stef's birthday yesterday with monkey and her sister.
Watched I Am Number Four. Yeah, i know i'm a little outdated, cause that movie was aired like so long ago. But it's an awesome movie though. Give it 9.5/10. Haha :p
I bought a book for her, No Ordinary Girl by A.M. Goldsher. Hope you like it! :D
And me? Well, i got something non-fiction. Had my eyes on it since i started working in popular. Hee :)
Just yesterday, i think i spent about 100++, so yeah, i'm officially broke. Eek!

After hanging around in aeon, we went back to monkey's house.
Stalked people in facebook while waiting for her to go tuition. Lol =x
Then i followed stef back to her house. We talked so much, i told her everything she don't know already. And am glad that her mum's doing better now.
I saw her dogs and i was like >>O.O They're so cute!! Haha :D
I wonder when i'm gonna see her again. June is still a long way to go. Definitely gonna miss her. =)

So, today? I'm gonna watch another movie with family later. Rango. Yeap.
Hope it'll turn out nice though, cause Johnny Depp is the chameleon. Hee :)
And erm, i pierced my ears. Again. :D

Will blog later.
kbai. <3

p/s: I didn't mean to say that. I know you're not like what i said, and never will be.
I'm sorry for saying those things. I won't anymore, kay?
You can do anything you want. I'm not a good advice giver, and who am i to judge you, right? I am sorry, really sorry. You know who you are.

CC.

Complicated.

2011-03-16T02:24:00.010+08:00

I love you.

Or i shouldn't say it?

Because those are words too meaningful to be written?

Cannot simply say? Said to the wrong person? Which one?

There's no such thing as miracles in my life. NEVER.

So, WAKE UP CHRISTINE! Stop dreaming!

Snap out of it. Stop expecting things that are impossible.

I was mad at what she said the other day.

Maybe she's right. I'm not angry at her, but at the things she said, which is true.

I was mad because i couldn't accept the truth. Angry at myself.

Do i deserve this..?

"I'm so happy that i can be with the one i love but you can't."

Hurt much.?

FTW. ='(

So random.

2011-03-16T01:23:00.009+08:00

Didn't know i have loyal readers reading my blog that often.
Haha. Thank you, thank you lots <3

I've painted my nails Black yesterday.
Why? because it reflects my mood. Yeah right. O.o

Nahh, i chose black cause it looks cool =x
I didn't take a picture of it though. My fingers' structure sucks. Haha :p
It looks something like this :

But, of course la. My nails not as pretty as hers =p
So, it's wednesday already. Gonna celebrate stef's birthday tomorrow noon.
It's been a long long time since i've seen her. Miss her much :)

Guess i need my sleep already. Tired..
Oh, ya. I'll blog about the trip thingy when i get back, kays?
Stay tuned ya. Lots of lovess, goodnight.
Sweet dreams readers. <3

xoxo, CC.

p/s: I love you.. =)

Pray for Japan :(

2011-03-12T21:56:00.003+08:00

Japan's earthquake and tsunami was horrible. =(((
8.9 . The largest reading in Japan's history.

I saw the news just now and i was like O.O!!! WHATTHEHELL??? Didn't know it was that bad!
Then came our prime minister's speech saying that they simpati japan and is sending some anggota there to help. Don't know whether real or not ><

Found this in tumblr:

then this. My jaw literally dropped. :O

This is heartbreaking ='((( PRAY FOR JAPAN

p/s: R.I.P. to Hello Kitty's creator, Yuko Yamaguchi.

I heard you . :)

2011-03-11T20:12:00.005+08:00

Oh, suddenly i'm here. With my just woke up face O.o
HAHAHAHA. :p
I loveee this picture. Don't know why. xD

Today officially ended our first monthly test. And i finally made up my mind. I'm not gonna wait. Maybe just a little hope, yes. But i don't want to get hurt anymore. Let it come naturally all rightsss?? :)

I slept in school like piggy today. Finished exam in 10 minutes then sleep. Why so fast??? Cause exam-ing PJ and SIVIK. Lol. After exam, got another half an hour before recess, sleep again. Hahaha :p
So, starting from tomorrow, It's HOLIDAY! Finally. :)
I wanna go swimming after lmt comes back from China. HEE :D

p/s: How do i cheer up when you totally ignore me.? =(((

CC.

1.

2011-03-09T19:38:00.005+08:00

我喜欢你。你知道吗？

我很想跟你在一起。可是害怕你会拒绝我。

...

Last day of exam tomorrow. Chemistry! Haha :p
I screwed up add maths paper today. Then i went emo.
She asked me what happened, but i said nothing =/

Should i wait.? Or let go before i get hurt again.? :(

CC.

胡彦斌 (Anson Hu) - Waiting For You

2011-03-08T23:45:00.004+08:00

Reminisce too much when i hear this :)

The truth is:

2011-03-08T19:32:00.005+08:00

Remember when i said i have a confession to make? Since not many people read this blog, i'll just post it here, but do READ UNDER YOUR OWN RISK. =/ But before that, please don't judge me after reading it, kays? I'm still me. Thank you. :)

So, lets just say a girl, is in love with this boy, B. B knows how she feels, but will not accept her because she's not his type. Then there's another boy, C, who likes her alot. But the girl doesn't know about it. She's waiting for B, but yet someone else is waiting for her too. So, what is C suppose to do? Wait for her? Or just give up..?

...

I was being moody since yesterday. One, stressing about the exams, which i just screwed up four papers altogether today. That sucked. >< And two, i can't solve my complicated feelings. When i'm upset, i eat too much chocolate. If not, i'll bath for an hour+ . Creepy, huh? =<

Do i really love her or maybe i'm just afraid to lose her as my best friend.?

All i can see is that whenever she's sad, i'll be hurt too. I'll try my best just to cheer her up and see her smile.

Then, i care too much about her. More than what i'm supposed to be doing.

I'll say it here now. Yes, i have feelings for girls. Don't ask me when. Cause i don't even know how i turned up to be like this.

Maybe time will tell. Maybe one day i'll realize that she is not the one. Maybe i'll just care about her as a friend. Period.

This thing happens to me alot, until i'm used to it already. The people i want to be with, cannot or will not be with me. It's always impossible. And good things don't always happen to people like me.

p/s: It sucks when you know that you need to let go but you can't, because you're still waiting for the impossible to happen.

CC.

RAWR !

2011-03-06T19:56:00.003+08:00

I CAN'T STUDYYYY! Nothing is going into my head ><
Just now went to monkey's house for group study. Even that also concentrate 60/40 only.
I'm dead by tuesday lah. F4's history i just read until chapter one -.-
I'm feeling lazy. HOWW?? YORRRR ><

WHY DO WE NEED TO STUDYYYYY???? IT'S SO BORING. OMG. AND STRESSFUL. ><
I WANT THE HOLIDAYS TO COME FASTER. :(

Sigh. After dinner then i have to sit back and study already! No more slacking.
And no more computer. NO facebook. Grrr @.@

kthxbai. Lots of love.

CC.

Deepside - Don't Tell Me It's Over

2011-03-06T03:52:00.003+08:00

I've been playing this song over and over again. It's a little emo though, but do hear it! Love the lyrics. :D

Hey !

2011-03-05T19:11:00.006+08:00

Yup, a new post and a new blog ! :D

After five hours of editing i've finally finished it! Choose until so long at the end also use back blogger's template >< I decided to delete all my previous posts and start all over again. A difficult thing to do though, kinda 不舍得. But clicking the delete button is just like checking 'All' in my hotmail's inbox then press DELETE. Haha :)

Problem is, i don't know whether i'll be able to update as often as possible. There's the exams, and my laziness =/
So, this is how i look one month ago. It's been a long long time since i've taken another picture. TEEHEE :D

I was in Hatyai with my family. But i look a bit cacated here. Lol O.o
Exam's coming soon, like another 3 days. And i haven't study history & bio yet.
Eek! No more procrastinating =/

I'll try very very hard to keep this blog alive, kays? Sometimes i just don't know what to update about. I wonder why other bloggers out there can blog about almost everything. They have so many things to write about :O
So, as a promise, i'm gonna post about the CNY trip to Hatyai AFTER exams :)
Do stay tuned, aite?
Lots of love.

xoxo, CC.

p/s: I have a confession to make.